Saturday, July 21, 2007
on MC!
On thursday 19/07/07 -I didn't go to school. Wasn't feel any better and my mummy got worried and send me to the doctor again. She kept asking me how am i and i only could answer her pain, very pain. After seeing the doctor, the doctor gave me 2 more medi and there's one so called painkiller, wasn't strong enough so he gave me a stronger ones. Wondering if this sickness could be cured. Missed lesson for 3 days already. It's gonna be hard to catch up with the others. Sigh!
Today, Friday, 20/07/07 -
Keep asking my mummy to let me go to school and at last she allowed me. So she sent me to school. Happily entering the school when something really sucks happened. In the classroom, the pain is back! Very pain! Called my mummy up and she came to school and pick me up. She put me at my grandmother's place. She didn't let me stay home cause no one was at home. At least my grandmother's place have my elder cousin, the maid and my grandmother. My face turned super pale. They were so worried asked me if i wanna go to the hospital but i say it's okies. Just take a nap and it would be fine i guess. The pain was killing me. Tears kept rolling down. The pain was totally unbearable. Sigh! I asked Min cheng if it is hard for me to catch up with the others and she told me that it's hard to catch up, so i asked her to help me and she said okies. Thank step daughter (Min Cheng). At the moment, i was worried about my wifey(Carrie). She's suffer from what i've suffered before. Just hope she'll stop crying and saying herself useless. Seeing her was like seeing the past me. I seriously don't wish to see her suffer like i do in the past and even now. All i could say that both of us are a fool. Them may think we're fooling around with them but they didn't know that it was them who actually fooled us which made us a stupid fool. Stupidly waiting for them to be by our side once more. How stupid of us! Wifey (Carrie) if he just leave you alone like now, i'll be there for you! Try to forget what he say. I know it's hard but just give it a try. Remember what you've told me or when i told you before, big girls don't cry, big girls stay strong. Cheer up my wifey! I understand how you feel right now. Just don't fall into depression. Don't fall apart. Stay strong!
(Didn't attend school for 4 days. Sigh!)
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Thinking, missing and loving you totally hurts and made me suffer. I didn't mind all this as long as you're here for me. But now, you throw/left me at a corner in the dark and just go away. When i was sick, in my heart tons of misses are missing you. You just didn't bother like what i've done to myself. Didn't bother if i'm sick. Not seeing a doctor till last minute. The risk that i've took made me know how stupid and silly i was. TOTALLY! Sigh! Loving;you;still.
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